23. Active duty USAF medic. FL grown. AK living.
I'm exceptionally skilled at brewing caffeinated beverages and picking up heavy objects.
Some people believe a soldier cannot be girly, I believe I am the living proof of fact and not false opinion.
I adore open minded, respectful (to self and others), honest, and loving individuals. Unusual mindsets and the order of life itself intrigue me. I'm complex. I've been through hell to be who and where I am today; I gladly did not lose my mind, but decided to use it and take control of it instead.
Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.